This is not worth it.

Despite the preachy, soul-searching tone of my 'about me,' I can't for the life of me figure out why I'm writing this blog. Weren't the events surrounding my previous one enough to teach me a lesson?

Waking up in a cold sweat at night, panicking over whether or not doing something I love is going to ruin me (okay, I'm still dramatic) again is really not working out for me.

I went to J-School, for christ's sake. If I can't stand behind my writing and sign my name to it, then I shouldn't bother.